its hard to explain!!!

Lately i'm so busy with my own task..So difficult to tell how hard i am working

there..


A year i'm have been there..So many story..so hard to tell anybody that

i'm trying to love my own job now...



i'm been there from July 2008...at first im into a little group

that so ambitious to know how lucky them having a good certificate

that make them there with a higher earn than me..

i'm feels so stupid when i'm into that group..

zack,ira,mira,miza & hanafie..litle group with so funny attitude..

i really miss them so much when we are in training at KL..

the true is i will not welcome into that training..


i still remember my CEO say to me

"Ehh Rin..u not suppose to be here..Your job is to handle account only..

Focus it more..Zailah will not with you soon!!"



3month after that i have lost them one by one..

wanie & bob the builders gain my lost when they having practical season..

Kak zai resign with her own story..Having a assistant is not easy task to me..

Aizat with his own blurr..he left office without notice..

Echam got his own attitude..sometimes he so good but sometimes he not so good.

he can't accept his own weaknesses..


suzy left with tears...Suzy be part of HQ's Staff..so funny rite!!

But for me..people will be so cruel when someone hurt them..

thats happen to Suzy..Suziliana Abd Rahim..


and rina who are always making trouble (people outside say) gone too..

Now rina become Zahafiz Trave's staff..Zarina Anis...Interesting Staff.



Now..3 girls and 3 boys are here...

might be lots of story will comes..who knows..

But God Know..


i trying to help & love my job..

BUT lots problem & troublemaker makes me feel

i can't be there for long term..



God please help me..guidance me..